BB lost his voice

Finally got to see bb today after his school camp. It's a pity he didnt join us for li's birthday celebration yesterday as it was another crazy cam whore session haha. My poor bb lost his voice and it is quite comical having to communicate through lip reading plus some hissing sounds haha. I even become his translator between him and his parents (seems like I really do understand him very well). We finally got to watch She out of my league together through his laptop, and the quality was not bad. ( I know this is unethical =p). Afterwhich, we went for a simple dinner with his parents. I updated bb with my recent issues and I really appreciate you for showing your encouragement and support. Thank for telling me that no matter what you are willing to go through everything with me. I'm touched. =)

Greed is bad

Money turns people to become selfish and damage kinship isnt it? Life is always unfair. That is why we need Justice to restore fairness. But can fairness really restore the victims back to the orignial position? THere are always stories on people fighting over will's, assets and ownership (all = wealth and $$). WHy do these things have to happen? Why do people always do things to benefit themselves and didnt care or even think about the victims? Today is the first day I saw the sadness in daddy's eyes. I know he didnt show it out to us but I can feel it. He must be really disappointed and sad being betrayed by his own brothers. He's putting a brave front by smiling to us but I know and understand the hurt inside him given how red his eyes was just now. And today he took longer than usual in the bathroom. Daddy I know you are sad and this really makes me feel sad. Sorry that I do not know how to cheer you up!

I really understand his disappointment. He always thought he will have a lot of money in his CPF in the future. Little did he know, that this isnt true mainly because of a selfish brother of his. What can I do for you dad? You are always such a loving and doting father to me. And I always wish for you and mum to live happily and stay healthy everyday. Please let these stupid troubles and problems go away!!Hope you can sleep well tonight. I love you my father.

The start of July =)

Yeah..finally the long awaiting Saturday! That explains why I wish for everyday to be Saturday =). The first time I created this blog was because Saturday is the day bb booked out of his camp during the days he served the nation. However, another reason is Saturday is the best day for working people and students! I'm exhausted from the Mon to Fri mundane but good paying job and my tiredness also come from the school commitment! Headache! I suddenly miss my home so much and I miss mum's cooking! Going back to school after work is really depressing as I have to eat out (waste money and eat unhealthy food) =(. What to do...I can only complain here! Jia you..got to bear with these and save up! work harder! and enjoy my everyday!

Was happy the we celebrated kelly's 22nd birthday! haha We tried to suprise her as usual but it was turned out that she somehow know about "the suprise". The Food, the service at Greenhouse cafe are not bad, just that they need to do something with their ventilation. My jacket and my bag stinks after we ate that day because the cooking smell somehow stays and lingers on my belongings! While this might be a good thing and finally it gave me a reason to wash my dirty bag!

Went to Hort Park for the first time today. It was quite a wu-lu place to me, need to train down to harbourfront and take bus down to the park. I attended the Singapore West Installation today, it was not a grand affair but it is still quite enjoyable. At least I took up the courage to mingle around although I didnt start the conversation first. I discovered that Hort Park is a nice place to go! Shall recommend it to my friends, family and BB. We should always go for a nature walk and breathe in fresh air while spraying enough insects repellants.