Sometimes you just don't know how hurtful your words can be. How you promised you won't treat me coldly and yet you always did. How important am I to you when you always so easily ask me to leave you when I'm not happy with you. It's a month-versary that didn't end in a happy ending. Why can't things be easier and happier?

Resolution 2013

Done with reflecting 2012. Now time to set new resolution for 2013! No more study goals but practical life goals.

To do:

(1) Good performance appraisal! (Be the top few mt in Fp) =D

(2) Travel out of Singapore (Hopefully I can go for my grad trip)

(3) Change my image (No more little girl look)

- Learn make up
- Wear make up (Light one will do)
- Perm my hair or dye it!

(4) Lose weight! (Although im not fat, I would love to have a slimmer thigh and butt, flat tummy)

(5) Regain my clear complexion!

- Eat more fruits and vegetables (combine with bf's resolution for me! =D)
- Drink at least 1.5 litre of water per day (starting from tomorrow! I will calculate)
- Avoid eating spicy or fried food (Stay away from Fast food!) (Starting tomorrow!)

(6) Save at least 1k and more. Shall let it be 2k (Double my bf benchmark) (Combine with bf's resolution)

(7) Contemplating on whether I should get myself a nice branded bag =D

(8) Stay fit! (At least 2 exercise per month)

Not to do

(1) Be late for work or other outings

(2) Control my emotion and not cry easily (Combine with bf's resolution haha it must be less than 5 times)

(3) Make my room messy and dusty

Ok! I think my goals are pretty achievable =D

Lastly, thank you darling for buying the pearl ear rings for me on the first day of the year! Love ya! And hopefully lets forget about all the unhappiness in the past. Let's start the year fresh and i love you! WIshing you good health and happiness dear! Happy 2013 to you again!

Looking back - 2012

It's the time of the year, to do some self-reflection and reflect upon the past year. Am happy that I wrote down my 2012 resolution so I can do a comparison on what I have achieved!

Here's my 2012 resolution:

2012 will be a special year as....

- I will be graduating in April (May I graduate with Cum laude, with a GPA of 3.4 and above) (I did it)

- Hopefully..having a full time job that I love
(Not sure if my current job is my love, haha but i can say im liking it)

- Officially have an income to feed myself and start repaying my loans
(Ya, I taking a internship income and repaying my loans)

It's going to be a brand new start for me, officially stepping into the working world.

Resolution is a firm decision to do or not to do something. So here's my list:

- May baby and I still stay loving (I would work harder to be a good gf) (TO DO)
To be judge by bf

- More travel opportunities (would love to travel to Hong Kong or Bangkok or any place with beautiful sceneries) (TO GO)
(Didnt achieve this too :(, did not get to travel to anyway in 2012)

- Have a personal camera for me to capture memories (TO BUY)
(Oh ya, i bought my lumix gf3)

- Ensure that my first tution kid, Robyn would do well for her PSLE (TO DO)
(Didnt achieve this =( )

- To be less defensive (TO DO)
(TO let bf judge)

- Continue to study hard to maintain my cum laude position and achieve my first dean list in SMU (TO DO)
(I did it! My cum laude with my first dean list! Achieved in 2012)

Conclusion: Out of the 6 that are accountable, I achieved 4 haha ok 2/3of my resolution achieved! Not a bad thing.

I'm really proud of myself in 2012 because I really achieved my goals of graduating with a cum laude and be listed in the dean list of SMU, given my bad grammar and command of english.

Now some highlight of 2012:

- Discovered pinworms in my stomach!
- Finally!! I got a room to myself and a red sofa (my love)
- Installed shelving in my room so it looks neater (Hopefully)