Over the Moon =D

I simply can't contain my joy that I am experiencing currently. =D I'm feeling blissful...thanks to you baby. The story starts here....

I was deeply in sleep and was awoke by the ringing from the room's phone. It's weird though, because no one will actually call me via the dorm phone. I expected it to be wrong number. Then came the voice of a korean man, talking non stop in korean. It was then I started to say..han guk lor bo la..meaning I don't understand korean. I heard my korean name though, so I was thinking if it's regarding me. However, I still couln't figure out what he was trying to say(I was still in the half-awake stage), so I just kept quiet. I think he kind of gave up on me and hang up the phone. So..I went back to my beauty sleep.

I couldn't remember how long was it, someone knocked on my door. I was quite irritated to be awaken up again. Somemore my hair was really messy, I haven't wash up and I'm not wearing my bra. I used my pillow to cover my chest and dragged myself to answer the door. I Saw a ah ji shi, one of the security guard. He handed me a parcel and asked me to sign. I saw my name, my address and Joel's name on it. Yeah, I was thinking, my parcel had come! I was really happy. Because I was really drowsy, I went back to sleep again after that. I slept all the way till 1 plus korea time, realised that I have only half an hour more before the lunch time ended. I rushed to brush my teeth, changed and went straight down for my "breakfast". It's gravy pork and I ate quite a lot.

After lunch, it's time to open my surprise. Although I already know that B will send me my lipton tea, macdonald packet sugar and eye drops that I have requested, I was awaiting the surprise that he added in. =) He bought me mustard pretzels from muji and mashmallows. (I miss them). Not to forget, the love letters from him. haha I always love to read letters from him. It's a heart-warming moment, I no longer feel lonely for awhile. I was excited so I logged in to msn immediately hoping that he will be online too. I requested him to come appear online so I can webcam him. He was worried for a moment, why did I rushed to ask him to cam me. haha and then, I showed him the parcel. I couldn't help but smile continuouly to him and told him how happy I am. (till now while I'm blogging, I'm smiling and slipping my honey drink). I love you my dear..thank you so much!

Pictures to remember the happy moments:

The feeling of Guilt

Yeah..I'm having guilty. Guilty for gambling my money away. I lost $120 today in casino. First time of my life, I lost so much. Not to worry, I'm feeling ok and I can handle this. No tears and I'm still able to cope with the fact. Although I could not believe that I'm actually willing to fork out this amount to gamble, I realise that I am able to let go of things more easily. It's a lesson learnt. Gambling is so wrong. I realise I have been so naive at times. One will never always win in a game. Now, I just wish that I can win back my capital. Please just let me take back my capital and I will stop gambling for the rest of the days in korea. I admit I'm too obssessed at the gambling table, constantly hoping my fu can help me to win. I'm so so sorry for having that thought. I really regretted my action and I hope dou pei won't blame me and forgive me for my stupidness.

I just want to tell someone about this. THe first person that came to my mind was baby. I wanted to tell him about my stupidness. I was afraid at first that he will be angry with me. Nevertheless, he showed his understanding and I am grateful for it as he did not blame me. Thank you baby really! Thank for not making me feel worst.

This experience perphaps brought us (sophie, chiu chiu and shan) closer since all of us lost but in different amounts. Chiu Chiu lost about $240 but deducting off all his winning previously, he only lost abt $60. Spohie too lost $60 while shan had already lost $36. And me, I lost $120. Although we are upset about losing, we tried to laugh it off. Be optimistic, we told each other that while we were walking back to the train station and up the mountain where our dorm is. Ya, that's the end of the story today. Hopefully, I can get back my winnings =)

Seven Luck Casino

Went to Seven Luck Casino today and finally decided to give a try in playing Blackjack. The rules were quite different from what we normally played in Singapore. At first, the hong kongers and us pooled our money together hoping that we can minimize our risks together. However, we ended up losing everything. Since I was really determined, I decided to just try my own luck. I took out another 20,000 to play. I am really lucky to recoup back my losses and won another 60,000(equivalent to $70) which I am contented. I told myself that I should just stop. Really thank god for my fu inside my red wallet that have given me those luck (xie xie duo bei). Unfortunately, Shan was not that lucky and she was losing. Since I am winning, I thought I can share my luck with her and help her to recoup back her losses too. I was too naive to have the mind-set that I will continue to win. Perphaps the banker was too lucky. I began to lose and I even start losing my 60,000. Ultimately, we decided to call it a day when we continually lost a few rounds. Thus, I walked home with 35,000 won. I decided to gave 20,000 to shan, hoping that, that will cheer her up, since I know, she is on a tight budget and cannot afford to lose. Nevertheless, I still won 15,000won today. ALthough ompared to the initial winning, this amount seems small, I should be contented that I managed to recoup back my losses and earned some extra cash. I think I am hooked. I look forward to my next casino experience at lotte instead since their minimum bet is half of Seven Luck Casino. I wish......to win more money. Hoping that money will drop down from the sky =D

Shall sleep and pray that tomorrow's korean conversation test will be smooth and easy for me. Lastly, hope baby's health is ok. I'm really worried when he told me that his symptoms is back. Please Please let him be ok and healthy. Get well soon my dear.